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05.10.08 : 11:03 am

I want to quit my job to stay home and read Anais Nin and organize the kitchen. To bike around the block and enjoy the summer as one of my last before growing up. These are wild dreams, it seems. I just want some alone time. I'm keeping the phone off for as long as I can stand.

I'm the heaviest I've been in a long time but for some reason attaining more attention than before. I mean, I never lose weight and I don't gain it tremendously. Just five pounds here or there and I only feel it in my pants, I definitely stopped weighing myself back in the diet days years ago.
I'm just bummed.

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