this silly boy i kissed last week failed to call me all weekend when he said he would. it's hard to put faith in anyone's ability to follow through lately. maybe it's something in the air. maybe everyone just loses their fucking phones again and again to the point of uselessness.
i have a headcold, i think i've been sick since that last entry. i am snotty and gross and my whole head hurtsss. there is no one to help me fix it but there is some soup in the fridge. however i have to wake up at 5 again so who knows if i should eat this late. i cant taste anything anyway.
i was rude to customers today and felt good about it.
the job gets less awful day by day. i think i am getting used to it. watching customers slam body parts into the glass partition because they apparently don't know it's there is funny to me. sometimes i laugh and they see.
i want something terribly exciting to happen but don't know what.