still in the jesus and mary chain, drinking tea out of the gold-edged cup mood.
what's going on? who are these people? i keep asking myself these questions a lot, but i don't really find the answers. the only thing i discover is the utter lack of ... love, i guess.
i have so much love to give.
and why the fuck did i choose these people to waste it on.
today is a long adventure of irritation, desire to clean, sort away my life, and recycle. i want to do a lot, but i can't even manage to sit down and watch one movie straight through. maybe it's because the movie (broken english) is so resembling my state of mind that i don't want it to end. it's too good to end.
well, october, you weren't my lucky month like you were in the past. let's see how november fares.