06.28.07 : 11:00 pm i don't remember my dreams. i wake up feeling like i got in a fight while i slept. maybe i just carry nervous tension around. i edit photos and go to work and go on hour long walks in neighborhoods that are not mine. going away parties for coworkers. being open to experience. not caring about you and your bruised ego. i have, literally, no time to care. i do not know if i have actually evolved as a person in dealing with traumatic emotions or if the klonopin has done the work for me. << >>