03.28.07 : 10:08 pm i feel lackluster and misanthropic. you were rude to me this morning, prompting me to see a dark side of you i had not experienced yet. your tone of voice and you slamming things around and hating me so much hurt. i can't talk to you. i wouldn't know what to say. i think everything that could have happened has happened. now what? i want to go to italy right now. i'm scared to death of leaving in a month, but if given the chance right now i'd board that plane fearlessly. << >>