i am heartbroken without anything really having happened to cause it.
just the fact that you are insinuating a break up when i go to italy.
you know, you should really be able to focus and tell me if you plan on being with me through the summer or if you are just keeping me around while it is convenient for you and then drop me when you have more things to do at work and at the lake and you don't have to be holed up all the time in your shitty duplex that you want me to move into in april. i am so bitter and confused. i cry almost every day. this isn't love, is it? my stomach hurts.
i wish you would stop creating such a bad pattern in your life. and realize that you need to change before you can have better relationships.