it rained a lot today. still, the rain thunders down sounding like applause while i sit inside this house. i made lentil soup with lemon zest in it, imported italian pasta with tomato sauce and fried garlic bread crumbs for dinner. i am taking leftovers to work with me tomorrow in an effort to make it more bearable.
infatuations.... are horrible.
it was fun at first, having a crush, now it's a hot breath down my back, smelling of unrealistic ideals and projections of feelings and sadness before the fact.
a shot from the drive to chicago: