feeling alone with others
roommates and i am oscillating in these feelings
watching intervention
drinking beer
thinking i am better off
i want some whirlwind fairytale romance. take me away!
out of control. so unlike me. spontaneity. trips. proposals. longevity. sparks.
had a few too many, feeling the sadness.
kind coworkers
quiet strength
but still loneliness
thought that moving in with a friend would ease these pangs
but they are ever present, with the fear of abandonment
i am my mother's daughter
i do not remember what it feels like to be caressed
to be loved